4. The Missing Page

Samir Kovac did not wait for his hour to expire. He walked to the center of the room, stood beside the table where three bodies had already been claimed, and faced the speaker in the ceiling with the resigned dignity of a man who had spent his entire life fixing things that other people had broken.

"I'm ready," he said. "No point dragging it out."

The speaker crackled. "Review number six is commencing. Samir Kovac, you were employed as a maintenance electrician for the High Commission of Social Protection for nineteen years and eleven months. During that time, you performed electrical work on evidence storage facilities in four Commission buildings, including the Eastern District archive and the basement incinerator used to destroy Parish case files. You have been identified as a material facilitator of evidence destruction. Please present your testimony."

Kovac nodded slowly, as if confirming a diagnosis he had long expected. "I was hired by the Commission in 1994. Fresh out of my apprenticeship. I was twenty-two years old. I thought I was going to help build something—a system that took care of people. That's what the recruitment posters said. 'Keep the Lights On for Veridonia's Most Vulnerable.' I still remember the slogan."

He paused, rubbing his calloused hands together.

"For the first few years, it was just regular electrical work. Replacing fixtures. Running new circuits. Maintaining the heating and cooling systems. But around '98, my supervisor called me into his office and said they had a special project. Needed someone discreet. Someone who wouldn't ask questions. The pay was triple my usual rate."

"And you accepted," Webb said.

"I had a wife and a newborn son. Triple rate meant we could move out of my in-laws' basement. Triple rate meant we could afford a decent apartment in a neighborhood with good schools. So yes, I accepted. I rewired the first evidence room without asking what they were storing there. I installed the incinerator controls without asking what they were burning. I told myself I was just an electrician. Wires don't have morals. Circuits don't ask questions."

"But you knew," Mira said. Her voice from the corner was softer now, the sharp edges worn down by the confessions that had come before. "You knew they were destroying evidence. You knew why."

Kovac met her eyes. "I knew. Not at first, maybe. But after a few jobs, you can't pretend anymore. You see the file boxes. You hear the conversations. You know that the reason they're burning records at midnight is because those records would send people to prison if anyone ever found them." He paused. "I knew, and I kept doing the work. That's my confession. I knew, and I kept doing the work for nineteen years."

"The review notes that you were terminated three weeks before your twentieth anniversary, depriving you of the pension you had been promised. How did that affect your understanding of your actions?"

Kovac let out a short, humorless laugh. "It clarified things. I had spent nineteen years and eleven months telling myself that my loyalty would be rewarded. That the Commission took care of its own. That all the things I had helped bury would stay buried, and I would retire with a full pension and never have to think about them again. Then I got the form letter—'position eliminated due to restructuring'—and I realized I had been as disposable as every claimant whose files I had helped destroy. The only difference was that they suffered first and I suffered later."

"You sound almost relieved," Elara said.

"Relieved isn't the right word. But there's something to be said for clarity. I've been carrying this for twenty years. The lies I told myself. The justifications. The excuses. At least now, in this room, I don't have to pretend anymore." He looked at Mira. "You said your father was one of the twelve. In the Parish case."

"Yes."

"I wired the incinerator that burned his medical records. I didn't know his name. I didn't know any of their names. They were just file numbers. Boxes to be destroyed. I'm sorry. I know that doesn't change anything. But I'm sorry."

Mira was silent for a long moment. Then she said, "I know you are. I've read your files too. I know you started drinking heavily after you were terminated. I know your marriage ended. I know your son stopped speaking to you after you told him what you had done. I know you've been living in a rented room in the Southern District, working odd jobs, waiting for something you couldn't name."

"What was I waiting for?"

"I think you were waiting for this. For someone to finally hold you accountable. Because the guilt was eating you alive, and you didn't know how to confess to something that wasn't technically a crime."

Kovac closed his eyes. "Is that my testimony? Do I need to say more?"

The speaker was silent for a moment. Then: "Testimony accepted. Immunity granted."

Kovac exhaled—a long, shuddering breath that seemed to release something he had been holding for decades. He walked to one of the empty chairs and sat down heavily, his face buried in his hands.

"That leaves four," Liana Cross said. She had recovered some of her composure, though her eyes were still red-rimmed from her own confession. "Mrs. Voss has already received immunity. Mr. Holt has immunity. Mr. Kovac has immunity. I have immunity. That leaves Inspector Webb and Miss Parish still awaiting review."

"And the review is not finished," Mira said. "There are two more cases to be heard."

"Yours and Webb's."

"Yes."

"But you built the review. You designed it. How can you be judged by a system you created?"

"Because I built it to be impartial. The review doesn't care who I am. It only cares about the truth. And the truth is that I'm as guilty as anyone in this room. More guilty, in some ways. I didn't just participate in the Commission's violence. I replicated it. I built a machine that kills people according to bureaucratic rules. I told myself it was different—that it was justice, not administration—but the distinction is thinner than I wanted to believe."

Webb stepped away from the wall and walked slowly toward the table. His movements were careful, measured, as if he were approaching a wounded animal. "Mira. I need you to tell me the truth now. Not the review's truth. My truth. Did you plan for any of us to survive tonight?"

The question hung in the air like smoke. Everyone in the room turned toward the hooded woman.

"The original plan," Mira said, "was for no one to leave."

A cold silence descended.

"The archive was supposed to be our tomb. Nine people who represented the Commission's machinery of death, buried together beneath the building where they had done their work. The dead man's switch would transmit the files, and the public would learn the truth, and we would become a monument to everything the Commission tried to hide."

"But something changed," Webb said.

"Several things changed. Elara Voss confessed to murder without hesitation—a crime no one knew she had committed, a secret she could have taken to her grave. Goran Holt admitted he chose his daughter's life over strangers' lives and said he would do it again. Liana Cross broke down and finally grieved the sister she had been trying to avenge by becoming the thing that killed her. Samir Kovac apologized to me by name and meant it." She paused. "I spent three years building this review, and I was certain I knew how each of you would respond. I was certain you would all lie, and deflect, and protect yourselves until the very end. I was certain because that's what the Commission taught people to do. Lie, deflect, protect. That was its only lesson."

"But we didn't," Elara said.

"No. You didn't. And now I don't know what to do." Mira's voice, which had been steady throughout the night, finally cracked. "The review was supposed to end with everyone dead, including me. That was the only ending I could imagine. Justice as annihilation. Truth as destruction. I didn't build an escape route because I didn't believe anyone deserved to escape."

"But there is an escape route," Webb said. It was not a question.

Mira was silent.

"When I raised you, I taught you to always have a backup plan. Always have a way out. You were the most thorough person I ever met. You wouldn't have built a death trap without building an exit. Even if you told yourself you wouldn't use it."

"There's a secondary hatch," Mira admitted. "Behind the shelving on the eastern wall. It leads to a service tunnel that connects to the old municipal drainage system. The tunnel runs for about three hundred meters and emerges near the river."

"Then we can leave," Holt said, rising from his chair. "We can all leave. The review is almost over—"

"The hatch is sealed," Mira said. "It can only be opened by a mechanism that I control. And I haven't decided whether to open it."

The room erupted. Holt slammed his fist on the table. Cross demanded to know what right Mira had to hold them prisoner. Kovac stared at the eastern wall as if he could see through the shelving to the freedom beyond. Only Elara and Webb remained still, watching Mira with expressions that contained more curiosity than anger.

"You said you don't know what to do," Elara said quietly. "What would help you decide?"

Mira looked at her, and for the first time, Elara saw the fourteen-year-old boy who had been locked in a closet while his father and eleven others died in a warehouse. She saw the years of foster homes and identity changes and slow, painstaking reconstruction of a life that had been shattered before it could begin. She saw the rage that had been channeled into research, into investigation, into the cold machinery of the review.

"My father wrote me a letter," Mira said. "Before he locked me in the closet. Before he took the poison. He wrote that he was sorry. That he loved me. That he hoped I would grow up to be someone better than him—someone who could fix the things he couldn't fix." She paused, and her voice dropped to barely a whisper. "I didn't become better than him. I became exactly what the Commission made people become. I became someone who kills."

"You became someone who wanted justice," Webb said.

"I became someone who built a machine that murders people according to administrative protocols. The Commission denied benefits according to administrative protocols. The only difference is that my machine is more honest about what it's doing. That's not justice. That's just efficiency with better branding."

The speaker crackled overhead.

"Review number seven will commence in thirty minutes. The subject is Aldric Webb. Inspector Webb, your case concerns the investigation of the Parish Denial Massacre and the subsequent suppression of your findings by the Prosecutor General's office. Please prepare your testimony."

Webb smiled—a thin, weary expression that did not reach his eyes. "I wondered when my turn would come."

"You knew you would be reviewed?" Cross asked.

"I assumed. Everyone in this room participated in the Commission's machinery. I participated by failing. By letting my investigation be buried. By accepting a transfer to the Northern Territories instead of resigning in protest and taking my findings to the press. I told myself I was preserving my ability to do good work elsewhere. The truth is that I was afraid. Afraid of losing my pension. Afraid of being blacklisted. Afraid of becoming one of the people the system crushed instead of one of the people the system tolerated."

"None of us were brave," Elara said. "That's why we're here."

"No. Some of us were brave. Mira was brave. She did what I should have done twenty years ago. She just did it in a way that I never would have chosen." Webb turned to face the speaker. "I'm ready to give my testimony now. I don't need thirty minutes to remember my failures."

The speaker crackled. "Please present your testimony."

Webb stood at the head of the table, his posture straight despite his years, his voice steady despite the weight of what he was about to say.

"I was the lead investigator for the Veridonia Central Investigative Bureau's inquiry into the Parish Denial Massacre. I spent eight months building a case against three senior Commission officials: Chief Medical Officer Leopold Finch, Regional Director Anton Voss, and Appeals Supervisor Vincent Kade. I documented thirty-seven instances of criminal negligence, fourteen counts of evidence tampering, and nine counts of official misconduct. I recommended that all three be charged with negligent homicide."

He paused.

"The Prosecutor General declined to file charges. He argued that my evidence was insufficient to establish criminal intent—that the officials had made mistakes, not committed crimes. He also noted that prosecuting senior Commission officials would undermine public confidence in the social protection system. He told me this in a private meeting, off the record. He said, 'Webb, you're right about what they did. But being right isn't the same as winning. And we can't win this one.'"

"What did you do?" Elara asked.

"I accepted a transfer to the Northern Territories. A promotion, technically—higher pay, more responsibility. The Bureau wanted me out of the capital, away from the reporters who were still asking questions about Parish. I told myself I would continue the investigation from my new post. I never did. I told myself I would leak the files to the press. I never did. I told myself a thousand things, and I did none of them, because doing any of them would have cost me the only life I knew how to live."

"You were a coward," Cross said. There was no malice in her voice—only recognition.

"Yes. I was a coward. I am a coward. I have been a coward for twenty years." Webb looked at Mira. "When I found you in the foster system, I told myself I was making amends. I told myself that raising you, educating you, protecting you—that those things would balance the scales. But scales don't balance that way. You can't offset a failure of justice with acts of kindness. They're different currencies. They don't convert."

"The review notes," the speaker said, "that you provided material assistance to Miss Parish in the construction of her dossiers. You shared confidential Bureau files. You identified witnesses who had relocated. You used your investigative expertise to fill gaps in her research. You were not merely a bystander to the review. You were a collaborator."

"Yes."

"Yet you attempted to dissuade her from building the tribunal itself. You argued against the death traps. You warned her that violence would only create new victims. Why did you assist the investigation but oppose its conclusion?"

Webb was silent for a long moment. "Because I believed the truth was enough. I believed that if we gathered the evidence, if we documented the crimes, if we built an unimpeachable record of what the Commission had done—I believed that would be sufficient. That the truth would be its own weapon. But Mira understood something I didn't. The truth had been available for twenty years. My reports. The Parish files. The investigative journalism that followed the massacre. The truth had been out there, and nothing had changed. The Commission was still operating. Claimants were still dying. The system had absorbed the truth and kept moving. Mira understood that the truth needed to be felt, not just known. That people had to experience what they had done to others. That was the only way they would ever understand."

"And do you still believe violence is not the answer?" Mira asked.

"I believe violence is never the answer. But I also believe that what the Commission did was violence. Not the violence of a scalpel or a poison vial or an electrocuted evidence locker—but the slower, more pervasive violence of neglect. The violence of indifference. The violence of looking at a desperate human being and seeing a case number. That violence killed more people than any weapon ever could. And I don't know how to fight it. I never did."

The speaker crackled. "Testimony accepted. Immunity granted."

Webb let out a breath that seemed to deflate his entire frame. He sat down in the nearest chair, and for the first time since the night began, he looked old.

"One review remains," the speaker said. "Mira Parish. Your case concerns the construction and execution of an extrajudicial tribunal resulting in three confirmed deaths. Please prepare your testimony. Your review will commence in one hour."

Mira rose from her corner and walked to the center of the room. She stood where the others had stood—where Finch had fallen, where Thorne had died, where Brandt had been electrocuted, where the survivors had confessed their sins. She pushed back her hood and faced the speaker, her scarred face illuminated by the amber glow of the emergency lamps.

"I don't need an hour," she said. "I've been preparing my testimony for twenty years."

But before she could speak, a new sound filled the archive—a deep, grinding noise of metal shifting against metal. Every head turned toward the eastern wall, where the shelving units were beginning to move.

"The hatch," Kovac breathed. "She's opening the hatch."

But Mira's face was pale with shock. "I'm not doing that," she said. "I'm not opening anything."

The grinding continued, and the shelving slid sideways to reveal a steel door set into the concrete wall. The door was already swinging open.

And in the darkness beyond, something moved.

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